The last few weeks have possibly been the most difficult, ever. So overwhelming there have been days where I just didn’t want to, didn’t want to see anyone, speak to anyone or even get out of bed. As much as I should have been focusing on the positive in my life, which there is plenty of and being thankful for all that I do have, this is easier said then done. Letting yourself go to the sadness is easier and a great way to punish yourself! Thank goodness for good friends and a husband that couldn’t be a better match for me and that couldn’t possibly do any more for me. This mother’s day wasn’t a pleasant one, I didn’t celebrate myself as I should have so I’m going to make a new date and celebrate myself, because I deserve to, as do my children! Today we had a great together and I’m thankful for this, Play school in the morning, shopping in the afternoon and a walk in the warm sunshine with Lenny to finish the day….pity I sat in the grass to photograph Alex and had my jeans filled with bull ants, never have a pair of (my) jeans come off so quickly 😉
